For over two years I made nut butter at home - officially moving manufacturing out of my kitchen - I felt like a new woman!

Admittedly, since my last market in 2020, following on from lockdown closures, I am torn between missing them and feeling relieved.

With no plan or looking back, from January 2016 I just did; said yes over no; I needed other people to try my product.

On Thursday 26th November the doors to the BBC Winter Good Food Show opened to the public. NB was officially live.

In October 2015 I gave myself an ultimatum. Take my brand public, or drop it; that same week I booked my first trade show.

In 2019, I confessed to my therapist that my business was semi-born of an eating disorder and cried throughout the entire session.

In 2015 I tried almond butter for the first time and felt inspired to start making my own. Immediately I fell in love.

This book is less a reflection on 'how I made it' - this is my story of relentless hope, ending unknown.

Developing an eating disorder was inevitable. I have always cared about what people think and it thrived off my low self-esteem.

Today I spotted a new spread in Waitrose and instantly felt a lump in my throat, and infuriated. The contradiction! The injustice; I cried when I got home.